Blehhhhh

Bleh! I have like no idea why, but, I'm beginning to feel really CRAPPiiE . Like for reals. Well, it's summer time! That means, three months without seeing my frans! >:[ Well, even after summer, I'm not gonna see'em, cause we gonna go to different schools. But! I hope we can chill together soon .

My life is just a big mess! Just stressing everyday, non stop. Blahh, & there's hella drama & I'm effin' sick of it. I'm just so tired of my life. I feel like suiciding sometimes, but you know what? I just got to suck it up & move on with my life, no matter how hard it is .

There's I saying I like & it was from a manga "She's the strongest of all of us, but she's also the loniest." I feel like that I need to be a certain level of Strong & Toughness inside of me so I don't go crazy. I just feel like, I'm starting to crumple. Life is full of Ups & Downs.

I really admire my sister [SarahNguyen] cause she's strong enough to deal with so many shit in her life, & still live her life as in nothing has happen. She's effin' amazing & I look up to her. (:

I don't know, I guess I just needa chill. Hey! Everythang happens for a reason right? Yet, I really don't know why these dramas are happening. Reason behind it; I have no idea. Guess shit happeneds so it stresses your life & stuff. All I know is, I'm really tired,

Emotionally challenged right now . Blahhh!

-christina o6o12o9